At our last Gathering, we began with soaking, and then I asked for testimonies. This is how we usually begin our Gatherings each Sunday, and one lady gave a testimony with such grace and sweetness, that I wish I’d done a better job in the meeting of identifying several things she did well. Since I didn’t manage to speak up during the meeting, I’ll do it here. The things she did well will help all of us share testimonies that will make God’s power and love contagious in our churches, with our friends on the phone or fsce-to-face, or in our home Bible studies.
- 1. She came with a testimony. The facts of her testimony were simple: She had met a man who was in terrible pain from a back problem, and she offered to pray for him. He said he wanted prayer, and by the time she had prayed, she noticed his eyes were full of tears, and took this as a signal that the love of God was touching him.
- She shared her vulnerability. As she shared her misgivings about praying for the man, I think we all wondered, would I have the nerve to pray for someone in so much pain, and to expect God to give him immediate relief?
This part of her testimony reflected a conversation several of us had had during one of our meals together at another Gathering. In the informality of eating together, we had discussed the question: “What if I pray for the sick, and nothing happens?” Many of us were wrestling with this question.
- In spite of her misgivings, she had offered to pray. And whether God chose to heal him on the spot or not, at least, she had shown God’s love by reaching out to God in the man’s behalf.
Jesus said, “By this will all men know that you are my disciples: by the love you have one for another.” He didn’t say the [power of our healing gifts would show that we were truly His disciples; instead, the real hallmark of discipleship is that we show His love.
- Then, she had found courage to ask if his back felt better. It did, somewhat, and for a while. But what did this mean? Was he losing his healing? Maybe not. Sometimes if we just rest in God, the healing settles in and becomes permanent.
- Then she was candid enough to admit that she enjoyed feeling important as God was answering prayer. She confessed it as a weakness, and noted that only God can do the truly important part.
As I’ve pondered this testimony, I’ve begun to realize God wisely keeps His movements sufficiently unpredictable that it makes it an adventure to reach for healing and other impossible gifts. Why? Because it’s much safer for us, with our all-too predictable ego needs. In other words, God has hidden some of His greatest works behind a door of humility. If we’re willing to risk a few minutes of mild embarrassment, it may be the price we have to pay to see God do something special for someone. And when we weigh our small embarrassments against the price Jesus has paid at Calvary to heal and bless His people, we have to choose. Do we love the other person enough to be willing to look silly for a few minutes if necessary, so we can reach for healing grace?
If it isn’t worth it to us, we don’t have to reach. If it is worth it, we can learn to enjoy the adventure. It really can be fun!
Count the cost, folks, and start reaching for healing and other miracles.